Wednesday, April 21, 2004
I REALLY WANT THIS!
yes yes i know that i have been a contentious woman..
but i really want this..
i want to be submissive.. my whole body cries out to be ..
but it just doesnt come that easy..
what am i afraid of? being ran down probably..
on another note.. i really need somewhere to write down my inner most feelings.. i need to get them out.. maybe this is why i am the closed in angry person i am today.. i want to tell what is in my head.. the real stuff.. not just the surface.. but there is no one i can trust..i dont even trust putting them on paper or the internet.. not because of me, but because of the people it may hurt..
yes yes i know that i have been a contentious woman..
but i really want this..
i want to be submissive.. my whole body cries out to be ..
but it just doesnt come that easy..
what am i afraid of? being ran down probably..
on another note.. i really need somewhere to write down my inner most feelings.. i need to get them out.. maybe this is why i am the closed in angry person i am today.. i want to tell what is in my head.. the real stuff.. not just the surface.. but there is no one i can trust..i dont even trust putting them on paper or the internet.. not because of me, but because of the people it may hurt..
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